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A SHINY PENNY
 IN A PARKING LOT

                                        by Aunt Berda




 July 7 2009

Today is a very difficult day for us. Today is/was Jamie’s birthday. She would have been 34 today. Jamie was killed four and a half years ago.

To say that her murder put my life in a tailspin is an understatement. Yet, I have so much to be thankful for at the same time.

Who, but God, could do that?

Jamie,

I am thankful I had the opportunity of being your mom for almost 30 years. I am thankful that you were my firstborn - and only girl. I learned a lot from you. Gramma used to tell me, “You’ll understand when you have your own daughter”, and per usual, Gramma was right.

I was very angry with God for a while. I just didn’t understand. To be honest - I still don’t. But I’m no longer angry. Not at God, nor the person who took your life.

You see, I had a vision, Jamie. I saw you in a beautiful green, grassy field filled with wildflowers of every color. The sun was shining brightly. There was a quality to the sunshine I’d never seen before. You were reveling in it!

There was such delight on your face! Your eyes were closed - your long dark hair flowing around you as you laughed with delight. Your face uplifted to the sunlight. You had a hat in your hand - a white one with long ribbons - the ribbons twirled gayly around your. You always loved to “twirl” in full-skirted dresses - and twirling you were.

You were dressed in glimmery gossamer clothing so white it dazzled my eyes. You spun and spun and spun, oblivious to everything but the joy you were dancing in.

Now - how can a mama be sad seeing her child like that?

Yes, I miss you - more than words can say.

But God is good - and He let me see you as I believe you are today.

And Jamie?

Save some room in that field for me.

The Lord giveth. The Lord taketh away. Blessed be the name of the Lord.

 

 

 

 

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